My Coaching Journey

Coming from humble beginnings, I have always been a shy and an introvert child who was never able to express herself or even speak her needs. I grew up pleasing, self doubting and stuck in a negative thought pattern. Though I was bright in academics and arts, I found peace in creative work. Growing up in a financially tight household, I never thought of going abroad but I always had a desire to be independent and do something of my own.

Didn’t know how I would do it nor I had a plan. I was just immersed in my overthinking mind, daydreaming all the time; of doing something big one day. Never thought I was unconsciously manifesting a brighter future for myself. As I turned 22, after my graduation I got an opportunity in 2018 without spending a single dime of mine (another story), to come to Canada which is my current home.

After completing my Post Graduation Diploma here, the fire in me was still lighting. Through all these years, from 14 to 24, I kept on exploring different interests, be it learning brush lettering, making fashion or cooking videos, digital marketing to graphic designing. None of them felt fulfilling. I was so frustrated and felt I can never do anything better in life and it felt like a waste. All my dreams came crashing down.

Alongside, I had gone through difficult friendships and relationships; I had become more doubtful, facing anxiety and had numerous nervous breakdowns. And since I was an introvert, I could just never share anything with anyone around me. I never felt safe or comfortable sharing my truth. I felt I will be judged and I’m not saying this because that’s what I thought but I tried sharing and I was judged!

I didn’t have more courage to open up more but this doesn’t mean I gave up. Every time I fell down I pulled myself back up. In my close relationships, I was overly giving, too caring and of course always kept others’ needs above mine. I almost stopped doing what I loved. I had no creative outlet. I didn’t even know the meaning of self-love. Until one time, in 2019 when I constantly felt drained and exhausted by overdoing for others that I gave up. I just wanted to run away but that was not the choice.

Because of my never giving up nature, I still wanted to find a way out. I went deep into understanding myself and started questioning my life. Why am I suffering what I’m suffering! Why is my life so negative? I had to find out. That is when my healing journey started. I started meditating and learnt about energy. I began rewiring my brain using affirmations. Within a few weeks, my reality started shifting without me realising.

I manifested a loving relationship, got away from toxic friendships and started standing up for myself. For the first time, I understood and felt true self-love. I also became more confident in my choices and became a positive person.

Until 2020, I was working in a restaurant and started feeling quite unfulfilling but without any clarity, I still did not know what I would do. Alongside, I was exploring different fields as I shared earlier.

Since, everything felt so unfulfilling that one day I had a nervous breakdown in December of 2021, I cried my heart out to the universe and this time, I was done! I demanded the universe to show me the way. I wanted to know what my purpose is? what am I here for? how can I better help this world? I told the universe what the point was to give me so many interests that they would not make me truly happy or fulfilling. What was the point of it all! I was feeling directionless but I wanted help and support from the universe and I think that was one of the best things I did that day because after that my life was about to change.

I started getting so many signs and I started experiencing synchronicities to lead me to my journey of becoming a spiritual coach where I could help people who are under confident, feel unworthy, stuck in a negative loop or doubt themselves too much just like I used to do. Alongside, giving them a loving and non-judgemental support that I could never receive or felt. Life is a tough journey and everyone needs a loving guide by their side to help them push through tough times to bring about better times where one can lead a happy and a more peaceful life, I understood that through my own journey. Not only I was learning how to coach people but my healing journey continued side by side.

So I got my certification in 2022, developed strong spiritual routines, did deep inner work (which I still continue to do) to become even a more confident and resilient version of myself and kept on working to reach where I’m today. Journey until today was also not easy but that’s a story for another time. For now, I just want to let you know why I’m doing what I’m doing and I hope you understand my real purpose.

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